so what's new

some people are just rude?

oblivious to their surroundings or just pretending to be oblivious. either way.. RUDE! so stop being childish.

end of chapter

if i'm special and you can't recognize that i'm special. then ur loss.

it takes a man to realize that he's found a pearl, but a boy will look at it and then throw it away not realizing its value.

but the pearl doesn't cease being precious just cos it got thrown away.

the next time u see me, i will be shining so bright and beautiful.

KTHXBYE!

Reminder to self:

"And not only this, but we also exult in our tribulations, knowing that tribulation brings about perseverance; and perseverance, proven character; and proven character, hope; and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out within our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us." - Romans 5:1-4

JIA YOUS!

Reconceptualization

I know u love me, I know u've been trying.. To the point where u question ur ability provide for my emotional needs and wonder why is all this happening even tho u are trying so hard.

Don't give up, not now. I'm trying too.

Re-alignment

Though the fig tree does not bud and there are no grapes on the vines, though the olive crop fails and the fields produce no food, though there are no sheep in the pen and no cattle in the stalls,

yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will be joyful in God my Savior.

The Sovereign LORD is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of a deer, he enables me to go on the heights.

- Habbakuk 3:17-19

You know my heart Lord, that's all that matters.

back to the mould

"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control; against such things there is no law." - Galatians 5:22-23

Grow fruit grow.. =)

my challenge: surrender

I will surrender everything to You Father. All my hopes and all my dreams. My fears and my desires. But i'm not going to look to the left or right, i'm going to seek Your face Father. People may say this and that, but at the end of the day its You that i am listening out for and You that i want to please.

Above all, i want You to be proud of me Daddy. I know You are holding me now.

Psalms 139: 23-24
Search me, O God, and know my heart;
Try me and know my anxious thoughts;
And see if there be any hurtful way in me,
And lead me in the everlasting way.