i was challenged today

1) to re-evaluate the kind of guy i'm looking for

- to balance objectivity and emotions, and understand what i really want in a guy and the rship

- to realize that the life of that guy and his Christian walk should not be two separate components

- to realize that interesting differences can only go so far, and inherent similarities in life and ministry should take centre-stage

2) to keep my convictions for the lost

- to keep in contact with sheep that have strayed because Jesus essentially came for them

- to constantly remind myself what a small group is for - not just for comfort, but also for revealing a bit of Christ through fellowship

- to never lose hope even as seasons change and people move on

- to never get too comfortable that i stop wanting to learn more

3) to learn in the mundane and not look for quick-escape routes

- to realize that i'm at where i am for a reason and to learn something through this process

- to understand that ideas and thoughts may come but they may not be the right thing for this season

- to remind myself that i'm not the saviour, and i never will be - i'm but a vessel

- to expect small/big miracles in every day circumstances cos they are there

along with eggs benedict, people watching, cynism, and bouts of random bitching.

on another note, daddy bought me wireless aux transmitter for the car. :D yay!