mesmerized

today's service was awesome. its been the first time in such a long time i felt my spirit so excited as worship started. it was almost breathtaking.

i am convinced that God is bringing YM and Wesley to new places. i'm simply thrilled. from the first note of the worship to the message to the end, i almost didn't want to leave. it was truly mesmerizing.

it was rather strange cos i was separated from Marc for today's service. i knew God wanted to have me alone with Him. more and more i am convinced that God is here, and He has a plan and future for me. i am no longer afraid of what lies ahead or what happened in the past. my security is in Him alone.