resistance

uni life = independence = initiative = no more class reps to order around = bidding rounds & cors & ivle = planning = lousy schedules = no time to meet friends even for lunch = Emptiness = LONELINESS

YESSSS, i am lonely. uni has been a pretty disappointing experience for me in terms of emotional growth. no friendssssss :((( i mean, you see hordes of faces everywhere that you don't actually SEE people anymore. its just masses and masses of human beings.

i haven't looked forward to going home so much in the last 5 years, eating takeaway Burger King from the fass canteen at home with ian littlewood readings and my macbook for company. pathetic indeed.